I can't believe it...

One & a half year is gone...

& I am back...

What shall i write here???

I can post what I wrote recently...

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O... what have you done to me....!
I've been feeling so incomplete all these days....
I feel as if so many parts in me are gone....
....as if much of me ...inside ... is not functioning at all...


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Is it that I feel like saying nothing….???
Or is it that there are just too many things to fumble through….???

All these days I have had a cacophony in my heart…
All these days there ‘s been a dense fog enveloping my mind…
All these days I been feeling like a steam... with no clear goal or direction…
All these days….

Why is it so?

And oh….
What is it…?
Am I delving into your mind’s territory….
…more than I delve into my mind’s……????
Do I think of you more than ….
…I think of myself…………..???